SOS - Depress and Crying

Sorry gals. I just wish to talk to someone. But since now it's quite late I decide to post it here. Just needed an outlet. Suddenly feel like everything is overwhelming. My job, My studies, My life! I don't know how much longer I can take it in my job. I am so scared now. Every single thing I say I am just so afraid that the person may just use it against me. There doesn't seem to be any genuine person around. Every now and then I start to worry about this and that. I just feel the need to perform. Everyone seem to be looking. But I just feel like I am not performing as required. I can't put into words the agony I am feeling. Can someone just help me. I apologise for being so useless..........

Huina