yoohoo

heyy all.... first n foremost to chen rong jun.. bluntly. ur problem is think too much and indecisive. hahz. mmm... after "swimming" and "floating" ard these times.. i think to study something that you may think u have a passion for now and that is related to exactly what you may want to do. because right now you have nothing to gauge except your own interests and ur strengths. only with this two then u are able to put urself through to ultimately that job that fits the description and try out if that is what you want. no one at this stage noez exactly what you want and if it suits them snugly. even the most focused person has to personally experience the job then will realise if that is their dream. lastly. i believe that if you cant balance or make both sides excel. choose one and do extremely good in that. rather than you try to balance two hats on one head and both hats drop consequentially. then u r left with no cap, but strands of hair to protect ur head only. which makes you vulnerable in many situations. dont be too stuck in mind, everyone faces such kazillion times in life. remember to stay happy and light-hearted then you will be able to see light to brighten ur path.
as for me.... love my job, bt dont exactly like the system and people (not all though) here... recently got pretty mad at my CEO whom i didnt talk to for some time.. wahahaha.. and i finally let out some of my thoughts to my manager.. soooo.. i think itz almost bt time that i should stand up for myself and fight for my rights at my workplace....BUT.... i dont like to do such... sighz.... dont know if you guys feel or understand.. but i m just in those times that suddenly things just go on standstill or no progress or just basically in the slump times... just slowly feeling invisible.... and blending into the background................... *mental exhaustion*

~sling